tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28006585093563294002011-07-07T21:41:34.567-07:00Sharing the ups and downs of cancer and the journey.God's Town Crierhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10012699695792662114noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2800658509356329400.post-19386612012799004692009-09-21T05:52:00.000-07:002009-09-21T05:52:19.168-07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_H0LrLuQie10/SrdzriKv4XI/AAAAAAAAAA4/xCVf2sM2eUY/s1600-h/1083222_desktop_speakers.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" iq="true" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_H0LrLuQie10/SrdzriKv4XI/AAAAAAAAAA4/xCVf2sM2eUY/s320/1083222_desktop_speakers.jpg" /></a><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">The beat of your heart still goes on even when you feel like it shouldn't!</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">This is why no one has the right to say they don't want to live anymore.</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">It is wrong to end your life before it should.</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">I can say this because I have wanted to die.</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">I was told a few months ago that after my 6x lots of chemo there wasn't anything for me.</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">I have an agressive form of cancer: xxx negative.</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">It has spread to both my lungs.</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">&nbsp;My Oncologist now says that another chemo has come on the free list and he will try me on it.</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">Do I want to go through another cycle of chemo?</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">NO!</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">Do I want to live?</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">YES!</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">As long as there's life, there's hope.</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">You have to give yourself every chance.</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2800658509356329400-1938661201279900469?l=crierofgod.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>God's Town Crierhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10012699695792662114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2800658509356329400.post-51389014414293347632009-09-15T03:50:00.000-07:002009-09-15T03:50:46.550-07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_H0LrLuQie10/Sq9rVkFvExI/AAAAAAAAAAw/OCIoE8nhCzw/s1600-h/Gods+town+crier+jenny%27s+photos+014.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" mq="true" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_H0LrLuQie10/Sq9rVkFvExI/AAAAAAAAAAw/OCIoE8nhCzw/s320/Gods+town+crier+jenny%27s+photos+014.jpg" /></a></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">What a year it has been so far! </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">I discovered a mass in my left breast on 26th January 2009.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">It was such a shock. I wasn't in the 'at risk' group of women!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">I'd breast fed all 6 of my children, no history of breast cancer in my family tree.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">Didn't take HRT, not on the Pill!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">Where did it come from then?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">It's been&nbsp;a whirlwind of appointments, surgery, chemo these last 8mths.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">How have&nbsp;I coped with it all?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">I've cried more than any other time in my life.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">&nbsp;I've laughed again. </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">Life goes on whether you like it or not.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">I see lots of things through a different perspective now.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">I am glad to still be alive.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">&nbsp;Yet I've wanted to die so many times this year.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">I want to share my thoughts and feelings .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">Maybe I can help someone else get through their cancer journey.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2800658509356329400-5138901441429334763?l=crierofgod.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>God's Town Crierhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10012699695792662114noreply@blogger.com1